Rock and a Hard Place 11 –Church of the Dead- Part Two
It has
been a week since Gloria arrived on the island and she never felt more
apprehensive. She gleaned as much information as she could from the women
population barely seeing any man besides David and his few guards. The
residents were not too forth coming but they made her feel uneasy; as if
everyone was hiding something.
“Good
morning Gloria.” Clara walked in with a radiant smile. Clara had been shadowing
Gloria around with the pretense of “showing her the ropes” but Gloria was no
fool. Clara’s sole purpose was to watch her and to scrutinize the information
Gloria was getting. “It’s a glorious day. A perfect day for church.” Clara
began pulling clothes out of a drawer and laying them on the bed.
“Church?
Is that really necessary? The world
pretty much ended, instead of going to church and praying we should be out
doing something productive.” Gloria suggested.
“This is
productive Gloria. Not everyone is as…strong emotionally as you seem to be.
Some people need their faith now more than ever. All have lost their families
and homes and ways of life; we need our faith to keep us going. So, David has
deemed that we all attend church once a week. Here you are, I’ll wait outside.”
Clara finished laying out the clothes and closed the door behind her.
Gloria
had to admit that Clara had a point. For someone who has lost everything, what
is their reason for living now? Faith that the human race will survive may be
all they have. It wouldn’t hurt to give church a chance. Gloria dressed in the
khaki pants and white button down that Clara laid out.
Walking
outside, Gloria saw the other residence dressed in similar clothes. Clara took
notice of Gloria’s semi-shocked expression.
“We
dress similar as a sign of our unity.” It was little statements like this that
would cause warning sirens to go off inside Gloria’s head. Once inside the
converted cabin, Gloria sat in a pew with Clara and other happy congregants.
“My
brothers and sisters, welcome.” David took the pulpit and began to speak. He
looked like a compassionate politician but Gloria learned that not everything
is what it seems here.
“It has
been 10 months since our forming of this community. We started out with
nothing, a few scraps. We were scared and disheartened. But we survived and we thrived and here we
are together in a working community. We’ve had to sacrifice much to have what
we have. While people are still dying on the mainland, we’re safe and should be
grateful for all we have…” David’s speech ran long and Gloria thought it felt
forced and disingenuous.
She took
this time to look around the church and saw eyes blinded by faith and
obedience. These people were still scared and had to stay in line to live on
the island. This was no life for her. Gloria made the decision to leave the
island on the next boat. She’d rather take her chances among the dead than be
surrounded by these people.
“Bless
you, David. You saved me and my daughter. Bless you.” A woman stood to give her
praise. Strange, Gloria thought, they were more focused on David and less on
God in this church.
“Welcome
our sister, Gloria, she’s a newcomer but I believe she will fit in perfectly
here. Gloria, come up here, please.” David smiled with his hand outstretched.
Gloria didn’t want to go near him but as she stood with a nervous smile, all
eyes were on her.
“Go
ahead, Gloria. This happens for all newcomers.” Clara assured her. She stood
with Gloria and walked her down the aisle. The church was full of claps and
cheers as she walked, the mood can only be described as joyous; so why was
Gloria’s heart racing?
“Gloria,
why don’t you say a few words.” David spoke with his hand at the small of her
back. Just that minor contact unnerved her.
“There’s
not much to say but…my story is the same as everyone’s. I lost my family and
people I love. It makes it hard to find something to live for…”Gloria was
somber but truthful.
After
the service David took Gloria aside in the church. The people had dispersed and
only she, David, Clara, and two men remained. “What did you think of the
service?” David asked her. She didn’t want to tell him what she really thought.
From what she saw it was a way to blind the people to what may be really going
on. People talked about David as if he were God and in a way, he was. With a
word from him he could give life as well as take it away. David seated himself
as the ultimate power on this island and Gloria wanted nothing to do with it.
“It was
good. Very….inspiring.” Gloria said cautiously and smiled.
“Now
that’s not what you really think, is it Gloria?” David sat next to her so close
she feel his body heat. He placed his hand on her thigh, it made her skin
crawl.
“I don’t
know what you mean. It was nice….it’s just I never thought to go to church even
before the world ended.” Gloria found herself looking for the words that wouldn’t
upset him.
“Gloria,
I know what you’ve been asking people. I know what you’ve been doing. You’re
trying to find a fault where there is none. This world now is what we make of
it; what I make of it.” David spoke calmly and with that smile plastered on his
face.
“What
you make of it? I thought this was a group, a team. But to me it looks like
everyone is here to serve you. Why?” Gloria couldn’t hold her tongue any
longer.
“I made
this place what it is. I saved these people’s lives. Brought them here to live
in peace without the constant fear of the walkers ripping them to pieces. Is
that what you want? You want to live on the run?” David’s smile never wavered.
His piercing brown eyes offered no warmth. It was that vacant look and imitation
smile that caused Gloria real fear; in that moment, she wished she was never
brought here.
“David,
what you made here is great but…I want to leave. I don’t think I belong here
and I want to go off island. I think I may still have surviving members of my
group out there. I…I want to find them.” Gloria knew that wasn’t true. Her
group was completely destroyed but she’d rather take her chances alone than
stay her one more day.
“It’s
such a shame we couldn’t make this work for you. Clara, please gather Gloria’s
things, she’ll be leaving on the next transport.” Clara left without question. “I
sincerely hope you find what you’re looking for. The next transport is arriving
in 15, wait here please.” David stood and left the church. Gloria felt a huge
weight off her shoulders. She’s sure that David was just shocked that someone
didn’t want to stay here in this pseudo-paradise. But Gloria couldn’t live with
her eyes shut, not in this new world.
Clara
returned with her belongings and the men told her it was time to go. The four
of them walked out the back of the church along a path and took them away from
the camp. The island was really lovely, too bad the company isn’t so nice,
Gloria thought. They walked about 10 minutes before reaching a small hill
overlooking the dock where a small motor boat sat idling. David was there waiting
on the hill.
“I guess
this is goodbye Gloria. Unfortunately, you won’t be taking the boat to the
mainland. I’m sorry, but we can’t risk other people knowing about us. This
island is…well…invite only. You say you don’t belong here and I think you’re
right. You…ask too many questions. You’re strong willed and intelligent, I need
people who are subordinate and obedient.” That smile, that same smile.
“I won’t
tell anyone,” the men grabbed each arm and forced Gloria to the top of the hill
where David stood. Gloria was shocked to see what lay immediately beyond the
hill on the other side. A large trench had been dug in the ground. The trench
was deep and wide, it seemed to follow the natural curve of the island. Inside
the trench were walkers. Hundreds of walkers clawing upwards looking for a
meal.
“Amazing,
isn’t it? This trench is very useful in keeping the unwanted out but also to
keep members of my flock in.” The men brought Gloria close to the edge. She
looked down in the darkness of the pit and the deafening sound of the combined
moans. “I have a few strays. People much like yourself that think a little too
much. They may try to leave the island without my permission, I can’t allow
that. Some fall in the trench….they get what they deserve. Why would anyone
want to leave paradise?”
“Because
this is not paradise. It’s a prison. And I know why you get rid of people like
me…because we know it’s a prison.” Gloria’s voice caught in her throat. She
knew she was going to die. “You’re an asshole.”
“No
Gloria, in this church, I am God.” David smiled wider and there was a twinkle
in his eye. He must only truly be happy when he’s killing someone. David was
standing behind her, his breath on her neck. Gloria turned to face him, she
wasn’t afraid to face the devil.
David
thought he saw fear in her eyes, so use to looking down on others that he didn’t
see the determination instead. There was nothing Gloria could do to save
herself but maybe she could make one last difference in the new world. Quickly,
Gloria reached up and grabbed David’s collar shirt balling the fabric in her
fist. His body guards had no time to react so taken aback with her intentions.
Bending
her knees she pushed herself back into the pit and carried David with her. She
focused on his face, his celebrity type face with a strong jawline and handsome
features. She watched with satisfaction as that conceited look of triumph
quickly turned to terror. David was a coward and he screamed all the way down.
As the
walkers began to rip at her body and face, Gloria didn’t scream. Surprisingly,
she felt calm. She was accepting of her fate and relieved that this hard life
was finally over. Memories flashed in her mind, her parents dancing, her sister
laughing, her first love, her honeymoon in Hawaii; life was good.