Not
With the Rain
I hear the steady fall against the Roof, rough
and intense
I can not smile; Not with the Rain
Except for the Pain in my heart. I should be
crying
Wailing
with sadness
She’s gone and I can’t bring her back to Me.
I
try to hear her voice in my head but get only a whisper with the
Rain.
I
try to Remember her scent, clean and familiar, but not with
The
rain. I’ve gone through Sadness,
Anger, Blame, and Doubt.
Regret and Guilt.
Why did God have to take her? Why not me
instead?
I
should be crying, wailing but not with the Rain.
I must stay Strong. Stay Solid. Stay Steady…like the rain.
But I hurt….I hurt in silence. I hurt in tears not shed.
I
hurt in swallowed sobs.
I
hurt in lonely nights.
Even with the Rain. The Steady Rain. I hurt…
I let the water fall against my Face, run down
my neck.
At
Last….I can Cry.
No
one will see.
Not with the Rain, Not with the Rain.
-April
18, 2009
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